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Hello tumblr … I haven’t been here in about a year O.o

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Hey everyone, long time no see! Just want to let you all know that I probably won’t be updating the blog any more.

If you wish to contact me, then please head over to my new blog, Sweet Rattery, where I am sharing my pet portraits! Or even if you don’t want to talk to me, still head over any way ;)

Peace out x

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I’m so depressed.

This is the only place I can say this.

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icanhasrats:

IT’S DANGEROUS TO GO ALONE! TAKE THIS.

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icanhasrats:

YOU WILL NOT BE TAKIN MAH RAINBOW

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dreamingofthewild:

How wonderful is this drawing. My boys in cartoon form ^_^  Picture created by Holly Wells

Eeeeee!! I’m so happy to see this on tumblr, thank you hunny :)
(This is Holly Wells, hehe!)

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The past three or four months I’ve felt totally disconnected with myself. I feel no connection with my body or my mind, and no desire to use either … My sex drive has vanished, my passion for learning has died away, and all I ever seem to be doing is working or thinking about working. I do enjoy my job, but I feel as though I don’t really have a life outside of it anymore.

I was going through my Tumblr today and was amazed by how inspired and in love with the world I used to be - hell, I was even more in love with the world whilst I was in the middle of my deepest depression than I am now. I found small things to adore, to lust over, yet now I just literally don’t care. Perhaps I am still in the midst of depression now? The only difference is I have a job that I have to commit to and no energy to think of much else.

This week is the first week I’ve had more than a day or two off in a while, and I thought I’d enjoy it, but it’s just made me realise how empty I am.

I miss feeling connected with myself. In one with my needs and desires. I miss feeling sexual and intelligent and passionate. I miss being that person. Right now, I just see myself as a dark humored, short and ultimately disinterested person. I couldn’t be more different to myself right now.

Isn’t it odd how quickly our opinions of ourselves can change without us even noticing?

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